Anxiety
I’ve been worrying much more lately. It’s like what once used to be momentary diversions once in a while from an altogether content/happy existence have turned into the norm, with my moments of respite the difference. I worry about me, about my future, about other people, about everyone. I just want everybody (myself included) to be happy. And i guess I worry that I might be hurting people, or that people are going to hurt themselves (metaphorically and emotionally, mainly) and I can’t shake this worry. This is not to mention the fact that my scholarship is hanging in the balance this semester, and it’s got me stressed, because college has turned me into a terrible student.
Moments like this make me wish I could just live in Augusta and go to high school still. But then I realize that I still had anxiety in high school, and it wouldn’t make a difference, so why bother wasting my time?
I’ve scheduled an initial consultation with the counseling center on campus. Hopefully that’ll help. I’ve heard from other people that they really can help.
